I am really a good listener..

Listen. . .
Is it hard?
Nope~
But listen to people's problems?
Oh geez... It's a bit hard you know? ‎​╮(╯_╰)╭
And some of my friends will tell their problems to me, and unfortunately most of they problems is about 'broken heart'
￣ー￣ =_______=
Hey look I'll do handstand!! Here right now!!
-| |-
/.-.\
I did itttttt!!! Woo-hoo!!
Ok, forget about the handstand, it's only a little part of my stress ability (?)
By the way~ let's get back to the main topic..
Ok, and the most unfortunately thing is : I'm not really good at things call 'LOVE'
Ok I ever fall in love (many times), but pay attention to the sentence after this : they're only 'silly' love from a little girl that not old enough to learn about love and have a relationship...==

Ok the conclusion is : I don't really can help with the 'love' things..
But why they still asked me?
Whatever.. And I always give them a HOT and UNEXPECTED advices..
Yea, such as asked them to let her/him go...
Give up...
Don't think that such a thing, that's only a small case, just forget him/her so you will feel better..
Ok, that's not make them happy..
But that just make them feel more difficult..
Even sometimes I told them not to be so childish . . .
They're only around 13 or 14, and than they think that their love now will last forever?
Sorry, but for me it's possible...
But the ratio is only 1:100...
5 years in difficult, how about 10 years or more?
Not difficult... It's almost impossible...
So why are they keep on a dark way, only because of a 'now last' love?
It's just so silly for me..
Ok, say that you hate me if you disagree with me...
It's only a 'not old enough' love!! Or it's only an immature love..
Is it love is the most beautiful thing in this world for you?
Sorry, I prefer family and friends...
Love? Just wait for the right time...
Don't find for love, the true love will come to you when the time has come..

I dedicate this little what... I don't know what should I call this.. But I think this is not a poem... For my friends and reader that now is broken heart.. (I don't know the grammar is roght or wrong..==), you can just change the he or she by your own now..

L-O-V-E, Really?

Why just a little silly love make you full of tears?
If it is really LOVE, he will come back to you in no time...
If he just take it just the way he heard, it's not LOVE...
It's only a FAKE LOVE...
If that's a true love, he will choose you no matter what...
Even he is confused, he will ask "Why did you do that to me?"
But he didn't ask you and just do it the way he like to..
Is it love?
No, for me it's just a thing that he called "love"...

Just cut it out.. If your story is just like my essay (at last I found the right word), that's not love...
Sorry to make you sad or dissapointed.. It's just how the way I feel..

Best regards, JW

Laporan nilai UAS -part 3-

Today I only get 1 score, and that score made me jumped inside the classroom!!
Have you read the -part 2- of this blog?
There's my opinion about my geometry final test...
And you know what? The answers that I chose randomly, 7 of them are right!!
Oh man, I jumped for joy!!
And that score has came back to me this morning...
Do you know, my score is almost under the minimum score...
The minimum score is 67.. My score is :

*JENG JENG!!!*
--» Geometry (final test, SUPER HARD...ㅠ_ㅠ) = 68,93 (it will be 69 in the computer device system)
WUAAAhhhhh!! When I saw that score I jumped inside the classroom!! This is true~
Realllllllyyy!!!! Of course! I thought that my score might be ±50 and under the minimum score!
But~ it's not!!
What a blessing? Thanks God... This is really a blessing~
~‾⌣‾)~ ~(‾▽ ‾~)~(‾▽ ‾~)

Pray for me for the next tests (there are 4 test left....)

Best regards for you, from me JW (•̪ . •̪)

My stories...

Most of them haven't finish YET.
I hope I can finish them soon.
Because I'm lacking of inspiration... ㅠ_ㅠ
Ўūþ!!
These are them :
Rantai Tangga Nada --» C major ascending (Tangga Nada Kehidupan)
D major ascending (Cerita yang Bersambung Selamanya)
Under the Coat of Rave
Bloody Chrysanthemum
Melepasmu (Let You Go)
Ketika Merah Bertemu Biru
Siulan Langit
Sentuhan Langit
The Love Score (this one is really lack of inspiration)
Intersection (This is my favorite story)
Sejenak Diriku Kubuka (it's about my wish... But the character is not me)
I want to Change (this story has the same thing with 'The Love Score')
Himawari's Love (Himawari no Ai)


That's all.. I think~ and the finished stories are only.... 2 of them... =_____=
That's why I don't have any soul of writer...
I can't stick with one work until I done... (-̩̩̩-_--̩̩̩)
Even I like it... Ok that's me . . . Lil' ms lazy ٩(´0ˆ)۶

Thx for reading~

Best regards, JW (Cho Hae Ra) (Kazuko Juri)

Laporan nilai UAS -part 2-

Heyyy~
This is the continuation from the first part (if I'♍ not wrong the blog's title is similar with this one. But there's '-part 1', I think soo~)

Ok, so actually I REALLY HATE TODAY'S TESTS!! ~
Yea~
Geometry and Technology and information (I mean this is the computer subject. I'm just wondering why the name is such a cool name?? ￣ー￣)
Why??
Do you know that the geometry test has 40 questions for multiple answers part (I have no idea how to say it in english, but in Indonesia we call it 'pilihan ganda'~) and 5 essay questions?!
And the questions are soooooo difficult! (For me. Don't ask the math's walking calculator such as A***** P**** and M******** R****** they can do it very well. They're minimum score must be higher than 80. I can bet for it~)
And the time was only 2 hours! I thought its not gonna be so difficult, just as easy as last semester's final test!!
But now? Oh geez~
I have no idea for the score that I will get..
And unfortunately that I choose 20 questions from 40 questions randomly...
Tralalalala~
Why?? The time is not enough!!
And with what I chose them? Intuition? No, I only chose the numbers that I like... ￣ー￣
Ok, that's me.. So unique! Don't say I'm stupid or what, there's no one like in this world. I'm the first and the only one! I'm an limited edition!! Got it? Very well!!

And hEY!! Forget about the geometry and remember about the physics!
I don't why but today my teacher is very full of spirit huh? She done it all in 1 DAY!!! ±150 tests in one day!!!
Usually she needs 2 weeks to done it, but NOW? That's why I said she is full of spirit!!

So, let's move on to the main topic, about my scores~
I want to tell you about my scores (again) that I have received (again)~

OK~

Physics (final test) : do you know? This score made me shock until I forgot to breathed for one second when I saw this score... 90~
Woo-hoo!! *dancing for joy*
English (final test) : the first score made me thought "Oh great, my mum won't give me my lunch if see this score.." Because my first score was 65,5!!!
And after I rechecked, actually my score is : 87,5... ==
So, the conclusion is : I got my luch today.. ~‾⌣‾)~

That's all that I have got for today...
Closing sentence = geometry, I'll see you next time under the sea... =_______=

Pray for a good luck for me~ thx~

Best regards JW

Laporan nilai UAS -part 1-

Hehehe~ Wanna show you my scores that I have received!

FINAL TESTs :
Biology - 88 (Not bad huh..)
History - 94,47 (No comment)
Mandarin - 100 (I'♍ stupid if I say this is a bad score... ¬_¬)

And~ that's all.. That's all that I have received yet. Ўūþ, not all of it yet~
To be continue in part 2!!
See ya next time~

JW~

More about me.. (For my dearest readers)

Hey!! I've wrote here, but I've never tell you about myself..~
Alright let's do it.
HI! My name is Jenifer Wirawan. But I just love to be Jenifer Mezzora Scarlett. What's the reason? It's not like my other blogs, that always full with "I don't have any reason", but know I have the reason for my own 'blogging' name.

Jenifer : of course it comes from my name... My own beloved name, even I don't really like my name. But that's still my name. So I just have to Thanks God that made my parents gave me that name 14 years ago~

Mezzora : Ok, here, I am a singer. Ok I mean I learn how to sing well. And I mean I joint the classical singing course.
And my voice range is 'mezzo sopran'. So I took the mezzo and make it to mezzora. I just love the pronounce.
ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ...

And the last one is, Scarlett : For your info, I didn't took it from the opera 'Scarlett O'Hara', but I took it from the coolest woman's family name in my favourite comic, "Fairy Tail", her name is Erza Scarlett. I just love the character and the name. Hohohoho~

Ok, I'm just an ordinary girl who love anime, Japan, K-Pop, J-Pop (It's a long long ago. But I still love some of them, even now I am a K-Pop addict), korean's idols, manga, books, and of course music..

I do Piano, classical singing, and violin. I'm not really talented in all of them, but I do love them all...
I'm really lazy and like to do anything in the last minute. If you don't believe me just ask my beloved onee-chan, Jessica Penny. (Not a real sister. She's just my best friend..) In jp-kit-kat.blogspot.com. (Promotion mode on)

Do you want to see my room? My room is totally a mess!!!
But the only thing that is so tidy is my comics!
But now they're also a very-very mess~
And my mum always makes a fuss about it. It's OK. It's just one of my bad trademarkS... (Pay attention with the S) nuehehehehe...

I'm 14, and my birthday is on 22nd of January. Please give me a birthday gift on that date...

What do I like to do?

Tease somebody..
Write some stories and poems ...
Go to the bookstore...
Play DS (do you know what is my favorite game? POKEMON!!!)
Buy something about Korean Idols (Super Junior, B2ST, DONE!! I'm not a fans of so many groups. I'm just an ELF and B2UTY and also Play Girlz for sometimes~)
Play piano (sometimes)
Sing inside the bathroom (everyday)
Dancing alone...
Read some books (and most of it are mangas/japanese comics)
And one weird fact about me is : I always get a great inspirations inside the bathroom...
Songs, lyrics, or maybe a story...
I'm a bathroom girl!!!! -(‾▿‾)-

Ok... And I do have a facebook : Jenifer Wirawan (harunonaruto97@yahoo.com)
And a twitter, specially made to stalk the artist!! No, kidding... To see my friends around~ : Arthuria_JW (Jenifer Nightray. (?) I forget... ¬_¬)

Soo... Be my friend? I like to be yours...
ˆ▿ˆ

Best regards, JW~

My beloved "boys"...

Ўūþ!!
This is only a dream...
So don't ever think that this is real!!
These are just my hopes (•̪ . •̪)
I just want to imagine about my "relations" with the cuties from the korean boybands!
OK... CAUTION!!! These are just fiction.. So, don't shock...‾ω‾


1. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

I like him SOOO MUCH!! Do u know what's the reason?
Because he is an evil magnae... Ђέ^⌣^ђέ нëнëнë...
And he likes to teases other members! Oh wow~
What a suprising thing!
Hehehe... I always want to be his : "LITTLE SISTER!!"
Why? Don't know...┒(⌣˛⌣)┎..
I'm so obsessed to be his lil' sis!!
That's why my own korean name (that I made for myself) is : "Cho Hae Ra"!
Why? Cho is kyuhyun's family name. And why Hae Ra?
I just loved that name with no reason. And with no further ado, I chose that name to be my name.
And I just knew it not so long ago, that kyuhyun's big sis's name is Cho Ahra...
HEY!! Wait a second.. Is it similar?? Oh what a gift!!! ˆ▿ˆ
I'm just so happy!! ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... REMEMBER!!! This is just a hope... ~‾⌣‾)~


2. Yang Yoseob (B2ST)

This guy... This guy is the first boy and I hope the last boy that made me in love... In a deep, deep love with him and with his group, B2ST (read : beast. But they're not a real beast/evil... (┎'o')┎)
I fell in love with him in his group's MV, Beautiful...
I just often hear that song every time I open MTV Asia.


"Beautiful my girl..
So beautiful my girl and, I, I...
So beautiful my girl, in the cube..."


That's the part of the start lyrics...
I just love that song ya know? The melody is REALLY CATHCY!!
It's a real pop.. Ơ̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴̴͡ ...
And I'm a bit curious about the group's name. Because before this I only love Super Junior, I know SHINee, f(x), TVXQ and SNSD. I don't even know about 'BEAST'...
But when I knew the group's name from my junior (thank u Tania... ˆ▿ˆ) Oh what a sight I saw there...
A CUTIE BOY!!! Oh wowwwwww!!! That's absolutely a wowwwwww~
His face is soooooooo cute like a baby, with an innocent sweet smile..
And a nice voice! Daebak!!!
I love him with his black hair, not with his blonde hair...==
He looked like a failed west boy to be or what! But still his face made me melting in 'Bad Girl''s MV. (Their first MV)
I just wanna be hisss~ : girlfriend.. Ok... That's away to far. Maybe he'll love me, but only a love between a fans and an idol...
So it's hopeless~ (´▽`"")
So, I made the level lower..
I just want to be his : crushes! (Is the spelling right?? I don't know... ==)
How many crushes does he has?? ªKªªKªªKª
Ok~ let's move on!!


3.Jay (S.M. The Ballad/TRAX)

Hey, hey!! I'm interested in him!! Only with his voice... Hohohoho (´▽`)
Why? His voice is 'I don't know why' made me fell in love on the first time!!
His voice is unique or how to say it? It's a bit difficult to describe it.
But the point is I love his voice the most in S.M. The Ballad, eventhough that his voice is not the best for me.
But still, my favorite voice is HIM!!! ˆ▿ˆ keep on going TRAX!!
And also S.♍. The Ballad..~ love U~
Hey! Btw, I only want him to be my : sunbae! ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ it's not a big deal right?? ˆ▿ˆ


4. Kim Ki Bum (Super Junior)

Which k-pop lovers doesn't love him at the first sight by just only saw his killer smile at once?
I didn't like him, before this. Because I think that he is so arrogant so he left Super Junior, because he believe that he is handsome enough, and still can be success without Super Junior!
But actually I was wrong...
He's just a nice guy that has a shame personality, but still, he will be crazy if he meet Kim Heechul (Super Junior)
I also thought that he only won with his handsome face, but he can't act!!
I was TOTALLY wrong!! Ok~
HE IS VERY GREAT ON ACTING!!!
Even he's singing voice is not very good (Yea, that's why he is a rapper in Suju. But hey! Shindong's voice is awesome for me. Like it! But whatever, it's Shindong, now is KIBUM!!)
I like he's speaking voice!
And he is very very good in english! (Oh please! Of course he is very good in it! He ever lived in America for 5 years!)
He is sssoooooooooooo charming! 100% charming!
BUT I only want him to be my : TRAINER! What trainer? Fitness trainer (?)...
Wehehehe... I ask for too much? Yea, no problem... Just a dream~


5. Dong Woon (B2ST)

He's the magnae of B2ST. I don't know why, but he's face is not 100% Korean...
But still, he's face is adorable~
I didn't really like him at the first.
But now I'm in 'love' with him... ♥̸̨
I don't really pay attention at him at the first. Beacuse I only pay attention on Yoseob~ but now?
♥♥♥♥♥♥
I was Melting when I saw him on 'Take Care of my Girlfriend (Say No)' MV.
Because I don't really know about him, I just want him to be my : friend.. Because he's just 21 this year!!!! (As I remember)
Ok~ can you be my bf maybe?? (Open my eyes, it was only just a dreaaaam~)


6. The last!! Woo Young (2PM)

Yooooo!! I loved him because of 'Dream High'
I love him to be a couple with IU!!
I agreeeeeeeeee~
I don't really love him or what. I only like to be his fans. I don't even love 2PM. But I like him..
Because of what?
His face is not really handsome, or cute or what..
With no reason I said that his face is quite adorable~
He's just very interested by himself..
Hohohoho...
I only want him to be my : Cousin (?)...
Ok that's only because I don't have any idea...==
Nyonyonyonyo...


OK!! That's all~
Thanks of you read this. Actually I want to show the pictures too, but I can't do it.
Because I use my BB. Hopefully I can show the pictures too if I have some time after my final exams...
And now I just  add the pics!! Yea, I'm using my computer right now... ^^
Thanks~
Best regards, JW (Cho Hae Ra) ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Physics...

Physics... Fisika... ==
Adalah sebuah pelajaran yg menyebalkan buat gue...
YAH TENTU!!!
Entah kenapa gue emang selalu AMBRUK di fisika...
Dan yg paling gue benci dari semua pelajaran fisika yg udah pernah gue terima selama 2 tahun ini adalah : "BUNYI.."
Padahal gue itu pemusik (walaupun amatir lah) ╥﹏╥ ...
KENAPA gue malah jelek di BUNYI???
Nueeeeeee~ (˘̩̩̩.˘̩ƪ)
(;´Д`)ﾉ ... Gue seakan-akan gagal gitu..
Soalnya waktu UTS kemaren gue dapet merah, dan itu gara2 BUNYI!!
Sedangkan yg cermin gue ga parah2 amat...
Nah, BUNYI???!!! ƪ(‾ε‾")ʃ
Hadoooh... Mana sekarang gue ketemu si mas "B" lagi di UAS??
Ngeliat bab nya aja gue udah ------- duluan...
LEWATIIIINNN!!!!
Itu urusan belakangan deh... Daripada gue nangis darah duluan sama bunyi,
Mending gue bersuka cita dulu sama cahaya (cermin&lensa)..
Terus gila2an afalin rumus alat2 optik...
Dan akhirnya mati2an mempelajari bunyi... ┒(⌣˛⌣)┎
GBm deh.... Щ(ºДºщ)