The More I..

The more I denied it the more I realize, I'm still loving you and keeping you in my heart...

Rain!! ♥

NYAHAAAA!!!
Today is a rainy day..
Yea, filled with heavy rains~ (It's already 3 times, and it's around 5 p.♍. West Indonesian Time)
But I think I love rain as much as I love you..
Because I think that when I played on the rainy day my sadness will be erased..
It's not actually erased completely, but I felt better and lighter now..
Yea, after I played when it's raining..!! Outdoor~
I forced my mom, and she also did it. We walked on the heavy rained weather!!
Nyahahahahaha!!
I'm wet now -_-
But it's really exciting!

I love you as much as I love the rain...
No, I think I love rain as much as I love you! Hehehe~
(￣△￣) =3

Best Regards,
---JW---

WHAT?!!

WHAAATT???!!!!

That's the first word that I shouted when I heard this news..
There's someone who like me... -____-
GOSH!! He's nice, yes he's my friend... but...
I just... I ALMOST CRAZY BECAUSE OF THAT NEWS!!
Hhhh... I think it's actually because I'm afraid that he will say 'I Love You' and I don't know how to say "No I'm sorry I can't..." Because I like somebody else...
He's my friend, and I don't want to hurt him...
But I also don't want to hurt his pride...
OH GOSHH!!!
I'm going to be crazy... -______-

Sincerely,
---JW---

AH!!
Can I have some advances?
Thank you~

SNSD - The Boys (Photo Teaser and English ver.)~

---The Boys Teaser Video Photo---

YUP!! First of all, let's take a look on the teaser photos :
All of them are GREAT and AWESOME...
but still, I don't like Jessica's and Tiffany's... both of their photos are really 'something' for me...
Yea, I don't know what do you think...
For the teaser, my favourite is Sooyoung's..

So let's start from Taeyeon's photo :

The thing that I like the most from this photo is her gown.. It's so pretty~ ^^
I think the concept is Snow White, because she's holding an apple... Her gown is a Victorian's era gown.. For your additional info, Victorian is taken from the name 'Queen Victoria', one of the Queen of Britain long time a ago~

Let's see YoonA's photo... Aaa~ my favourite member =D :

My favourite points in this photo are the sword, the light, the effects, and YoonA's eyes that stings so cool... ^^ ARGH YoonA, you're so pretty~ My friend said that the concept is 'Beauty and the Beast..

Yup, let's move to Jessica's photo.. :

Err... Her face seems so arrogant. I don't like her face here, and her hair is a bit weird. The parts that I like are the foggy effects and the dove ^^ All white~ uuunnggg what is her concept? No idea.. Really~

Let's move to Tiffany's photo :

Her face is pretty (as always~), but WHAT WITH THIS CONCEPT? Argh.. I don't like the concept, even I don't know what is the concept... -____- But the lighting effect is AWESOME!! 4 thumbs for the editor!!

Let's see Seohyun's photo.. URI MAGNAE!! :

Brrr.... Uri magnae, our little goddess change SO MUCH!! Brrr... It's so cold... Her eyes, the concept, the clothes... Everything... Brrr.... It's not like Seohyun.. Brrr HACHIII!!!!

Let's move on again, let's seeeeee~~ Yuri's photo then! :

Gosh, SHE'S SO SEXY!! She's so HOT!! Totally HOT!! Yes, red colour really bring out her sexyness, but still her concept is a bit weird~ Hahaha~ HOT!!

Let's see Hyoyeon's photo :

Wow... She also change so much... She looks like a Barbie doll!! Yes indeed, perfect face!! But the yellow blush on is a bit weird... -____- I heard that her concept is Thumbelina... Flower fairy ^^

Let's seeeeeeeee SUNNY's photo :

Wow, our red little riding hood... She's not pretty, but she looks cool and awesome!! I really like the effect! And her outfit, WOW~~ Indeed!! She change VERY MUCH!! From an agyeo girl to a cool girl~ Awesome Sunny, FIGHTING!!

YES!! The last one is my favourite.... SOOYOUNG's photo :

What can I say? The outfit is PERFECT!! This is my favourite outfit among these teaser photos.. It's really glamour and awesome. It's also pretty itself~ I like Sooyoung, because she seems so natural, and I really love her hair here~ And the one that made me fell in love with this photo actually was the carpet... -___-
YUP!! I LIKE THE CARPET!!! *weirdosss, pointing at myself*
Her photo's background is the most awesome among the rests... (for me)... Hahahaha~

That's it...

And shall we started for the lyrics?

SNSD - THE BOYS (ENGLISH VERSION)


[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[Jessica] GG
[All] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[Jessica] T R X
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[Tiffany] Yeah~ You know~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We bring the boys out (x2) Yeah~
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[Taeyeon] Soon as I step on the scene
I know that they'll be watching me~ watching me~
(Get up)
[Yoona] I'mma be the hottest in this spot
There ain't no stopping me~ (That's funny) stopping me~

[Sunny] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Seohyun] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Yuri] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Sooyoung] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[Jessica] Wanna know my secrets
But no I'll never tell
'Cause I got the magic touch
And I'm not tryin' to fail
That's right
[Sunny] Yes fly high
[Jessica] And I
[Sunny] You'll fly high
[Jessica] Can't deny, I know I can fly
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/snsd/the_boys_english.html ]
[Seohyun] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Taeyeon] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All/Taeyeon] B-Bring the boys out

[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Tiffany] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Hyoyeon] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[All] Girls bring the boys out
[Yuri] I wanna dance right now
We can show 'em how the girls get down
[Yoona] Yes we go for more than zero
Number 1 everyone should know
Check this out

[Hyoyeon] All the boys (x2) want my heart
Better know how to rock 'n' don't stop
[Sooyoung] Oh Gee
We make you so hot
Girls' Generation we won't stop
[All] B-Bring the boys out

[Jessica] It's not a fantasy
This is right for me
Livin' it like a star
[Taeyeon] Can't get the rest of me
I'mma be what I wanna be
This is deep in my heart~ my heart~

[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[All/Taeyeon] Just bring the boys out
[All/Seohyun] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] 'Cause the
[All/Jessica] Girls bring the boys out (x4)

[All] Girls' Generation make 'em feel the heat
[Sunny] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in

You know the girls

[All] B-Bring the boys out

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YEA!! My favourite from Girls Generation is their name show us that the Girls also have their time to have our own generation, revolution, and reformation! 

It's the time the girls will show our how we will run the world! WOW!!

Yea, where the men and the boys won't stop us anymore, just see and we'll both know..

We need each other, so don't look down at us, you'll regret that...

You'll know the girls can bring the boys out!! *no bashing~* Whahaha

This is the video :

Best Regards,

---JW--- 조해라
For the link to download the MV in mp4 format just click : here
For the link to download this song in mp3 format just click : here 

New Banner!

Hi.. I post again after the post about SNSD's comeback! (Feelings ver.)
This post is.......not important -_-
Do you see the new picture up there?
No, we shouldn't call that a picture
(I was the one who called it a picture right? Ok, ok.. My bad~ ‎​╮(╯_╰)╭)
Let's call it with it name, banner..
YES!! I have a new banner..
And the picture below it (rectangle shape) it's a picture.
I edited it on pizap.com.
And for the banner I made it on mybannermaker.com (?) As I remember.
If you want to make some of it and put it on your blog just click my banner then!
~(‾▽ ‾~)~(‾▽ ‾~)
Oh yea, fortunately I want show you something and I'm using my blackberry now..

KAGEBUNSHIN NO JUTSU!! (A move from Naruto's manga and anime)
•̯͡(•̯͡(•̯͡(•̯͡(•̯͡(•̯͡(•̯͡.•̯͡)•̯͡)•̯͡)•̯͡)•̯͡)•̯͡)•̯͡)

Yea, that's just kidding~ (iklan.. I don't know what shoul I call it in english)

Sincerely,
JW

About SNSD's comeback (FEELINGS ver.)~

WUOOOHHH!!! SNSD IS BACK!!!

---SNSD---
(Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Taeyeon, Seohyun, Jessica, YoonA, Sunny, Sooyoung, Yuri)

I'm not a Sone (SNSD's fans) actually, and I don't like the fact that this song was produced by using Super Junior's (from Mr. Simple and A-Cha--5jib) and many SM Entertainment artists' money..
Yea, no doubt at all that I almost be an anti fans of SNSD, eventhough I can't do that because I also almost became a Sone before.
I do like them, but not all of them...
There's somethings that I don't like from them.
Like :
-I don't like Jessica's voice. Yes, no doubt at all that her technique is great, her voice is so high. But I don't like her voice, just the characteristic of her voice itself.
-I don't really like the fact that Sunny (one of the members) is Lee Soo Man's (SM Ent. owner) niece. I think it will be a bit not fair, because family is the first priority (for me)... I hope Lee Soo Man is not like that, but I'M TOTALLY WRONG!! (I guess, from the fact about SJ and SM Ent.)
-.....That's it~

If I can choose, I'll choose Super Junior...
(OF COURSE!!! I'm an ELF, guys! I'm not a Sone... But ALMOST~ And, why I'll choose SJ? Because I'm a girl, and normally a girl will choose boys, not girls.. That's it =D)

Super Junior (Kangin, Kyuhyun, Heechul, Sungmin, Yesung, Siwon, Kibum, Hangeng, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Leeteuk, Ryeowook, Shindong)

The day when this song and it's MV (music video) came out I don't really care. Alright, I DIDN'T EVEN CARE A BIT!!
Why? I hate the fact that because of them and this video (that really used so much money) made Super Junior suffered. Yes, the news were spread already...
Maybe I'll go and copy and paste it here someday~
But I still have a concept that the wrong person is not SNSD or Sone, but it's SM ENTERTAINMENT itself... (frontal mode on... -_______________-)
See this...

I HATE YOUR WAYS OF BUSINESS LEE SOO MAN!! 
Yea, he's really great at business so he can turn the money and MADE SNSD MORE GLAMOUR THAN ANY SM's ARTISTS!!!!
I hate that, that's not fair!!

I still don't know what he want.... I don't know what is his priority of doing somethings like those things...
It still burden my heart... Huh...

But after all, after I watched the MV I fell in love for it <3
After I heard the song I don't really like it before...But after I listened to it so many times, I started fell in love for it... BUT!!!
I still don't like this part : "Girls Generation make you feel the heat..etc"
Because for me it's not a rapping part, but it's more similar to a poem reading part (in Korea some old songs have poem reading part in it...)

Yup... That's it..

OH YEA!!
I also don't like Jessica's first part of singing.. -__________-
But for the second and the third I like it ^^
ESPECIALLY THE THIRD!!! It's so HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHH!!!
Yea, that's it...
I'll post the lyrics (English and Korean version, for me I prefer the Korean version personally)

Sincerely,
---JW--- as an ELF and as an ALMOST SONE~ ^^

FD!

I found a formula by myself!!
It's not a math formula or physics' formula...
It's JW's formula!!!

FD = Funny Day = Fun Day = Fantastic Day = Free Day = Food Day (?) = Favourite Day = Full Day = Friday!

​​ƗƗɑƗƗɑ​​ƗƗɑƗƗɑ​​ƗƗɑƗƗɑ!!
Friday is my favourite day ever!!

Best regards,
---JW---

Change My Blog URL Address...

Guys, I think I'm going to change my URL address, because it's a bit difficult and it's not even clear what it means... T^T
So I think I should change it to something easier to find...
Maybe like 'jeniferwirawan.blogspot.com'? 
Or maybe 'musicianwannabe.blogspot.com'?
Or something like 'whenmyheartisbeating.blogspot.com'? (I think this one should be cross out from the list...)
Umm... 'pieceofharmony.blogspot.com'?
Errr..... 'jwinmind.blogspot.com'? 
ARRGGGHHH!!! I can't think of a good name, please help me to find a better name... 
Thanks a bunch~ 

Kim Junsu (JYJ) - You Are So Beautiful (OST. Scent of A Woman)

This is the most often song that played in the drama 'The Scent of A Woman' (starring : Kim Sun-A as Lee Yeon Jae, Lee Dong Wook as Gang Ji-Uk, etc.). If the scene were sad or teary I'll not cry only because of it. But if suddenly this song played with no doubt I'll cry in a second...

The melodies that always bring me something that can touch my heart and bring it into tears. Ah, the lyrics are so also touching... It's a good song with a very good voice (JUNSU-AAAAAA!!!! I'll be a cassie only for you and Changmin~~) and awesome lyrics, ARRGGHHH!!! And also a wonderful drama (Lee Dong Wook-ssi, You Are so Haaaandsome~), maybe I'll write a review about that drama....

So this is the lyrics :

KOREAN (Hangul)

지금 난 너의 눈을 보며 운다 네 맘을 보며 운다 애써

해맑게도 쓴웃음 짓는 그 표정에
너를 담아두고 싶다 바보같이 예쁜 꿈들과 어설픈 모습을
하루하루 네 모습이 추억을 만들어

나 기억해 네 여린 손 흩어진 머리까지도

(Forever you) You are so beautiful 내 가슴에 밀려와 스며와 다가와 번진 네 상처도
(Forever you) You are so wonderful시린 네 사랑도 네 눈물도 내 아픔 상처를 지우죠
널 사랑한다 널 사랑한다

이제는 너를 안아주고 싶다 그 차가운 세상 끝에 홀로 서성이던 널
하루하루 내 사랑이 네 맘을 위로해 상처난 네 가슴에 내 기억들을 담는다

(Forever you) You are so beautiful 내 가슴에 밀려와 스며와 다가와 번진 네 상처도

(Forever you) You are so wonderful시린 네 사랑도 네 눈물도 내 아픔 상처를 지우죠
널 사랑한다 널 사랑한다

I love you I love you

한 순간조차 잊지 말아요 얼마나 얼마나 사랑했는지 기억해요 for you
(Forever you) You are so beautiful 내 가슴에 밀려와 스며와 다가와 번진 네 상처도

(Forever you) You are so wonderful시린 네 사랑도 네 눈물도 내 아픔 상처를 지우죠
널 사랑한다 널 사랑한다

네 기억으로 살고 싶다

English Translation

I am crying right now while looking at your eyes I am crying looking at your heart painfully

the innocently (face with) the bitter smile on that expression

I want to keep you in like a fool those beautiful dreams and shabby look

day by day your appearance create good memories

I remember from your delicate hands to your tousled hair

(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart, permeate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours

(Forever you) You are so beautiful  that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain

Now, I want to hug the you who hover alone at the end of this heartless world

I love you I love you

day by day my love consulate your heart. In your appearance afflicted with wound, memories are filled

(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart, permeate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours

Forever you) You are so beautiful  that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain

Don’t forget it even for a single moment

Remember how much, how much exactly did we loved for you

(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart,

permeate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours

(Forever you) You are so beautiful  that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain

I love you I love you

I want to live with memories of you

This is the album's picture :

(JUNSUAAA!!! *Scream like crazy*)

The full credits :

Credit: @InHye87 + JYJ3

Romanization by: pinkrazy.wordpress.com

Shared by: pinkrazy.wordpress.com

This is the video..

네

NEEE!!!! (YES!!!)

감사합니다 (Thank you)

I hope you'll like it!

BEST REGARDS,

---JW--- a.k.a 조해라

Nowhere, but here..

I don't have any place left to share about 2313.. ╥﹏╥
I can't do that on twitter, because now he's also in twitter..
I can't do it from blackberry status. That mini space won't be enough to tell all my feels..
All my cries and all my shouts..
Facebook is the most dangerous place.
I mean twitter now is the most dangerous place, because he uses blackberry to now. So he can online more often..
Yea, it's better for me to not add his pin..
It'll make me for suffer. So better I don't ask for it.
So this is my last place to shout to the world, to sing, to cry, and to write my anger..
To left my tears and put my fears here. And also throw all my uncomfortable and anger feels.
Here, my blog.
jw-no-info.blogspot.com

Where my readers still can read my words, and read my feels.
I'm looking towards your comments.. ╥﹏╥

Heeheheheheehe....

I don't want him to know. Because I always think that I'm nothing for him, just a girl that appeared in his life and left behind. Left behind by his happiness and stepped by the other girls that have a shorter path and distance from you...

Best Regards,
---JW---

Huh Gak - Hello

ANOTHER ADORABLE SONG...
But different from the other songs that I have posted here, this song's genre is BALLAD...
Huh Gak is one of the top Korean Singer (for me), even he's not that handsome (compare to the other Idols...) but he is a real singer..
His voice is WONDERFUL and his songs are great.
This is his newest song and my favorite song... Because this is the only song from him that I ever heard.. =_=
Hope you'll like it..

Romanization :

uri he eo jimyeon andwe janha

uri ibyeol hagin ireu janha

ireohke nal, tteona gamyeon andwae yo

naega haji mot han mal deuri

ajik neomu manheunde

idaero nal, tteona kajima seyo

geudae igi ttaemune nan

jeongmal geudae yeotgi ttaemune nan

idaero neun, idaero neun nan andwae yo

naega sara ganeun iyu neun

ojik geudae ppunijyo

jebal nareul tteona kaji mara yo

geudae neun nae sarang, geuri un nae sarang

nal sarang haetdeon saram, ijen neun manjil su eobt jiman

naega geuri un mankeum, geudae do geuri un gayo

naega michil deushi, sarang haetdeon geu saram

Hello

sarang haetgi ttaemune nan

jeongmal sarang haetgi ttaemune nan

jugeul mankeum, jugeul mankeum himdeu ne yo

jukji mot hae sara gago itneun

naega bo ina yo

jebal naege dashi dorawa jwo yo

geudae neun nae sarang, geuri un nae sarang

nal sarang haetdeon saram, ijen neun manjil su eobt jiman

naega geuri un mankeum, geudae do geuri un gayo

naega michil deushi, sarang haetdeon geu saram

gyeou idaero kkeut nal georamyeon

jeongmal majimak iramyeon

jigeum dora ga geuttaero

seoro mollat deon geuttaero

neomu neujeo beorimyeon

neomu neujeo beorimyeon

naega sara ganeun ge

neomu himi deureo nal beorilkka bwa

gyeou idaero kkeut nal georamyeon

jeongmal majimak iramyeon

jigeum dora ga geuttaero

seoro mollat deon geuttaero

neomu neujeo beorimyeon

neomu neujeo beorimyeon

naega sara ganeun ge

neomu himi deureo nal beorilkka bwa

This is the hangul : 

우리 헤어지면 안되잖아

우리 이별하긴 이르잖아

이렇게 날 떠나가면 안돼요

내가 하지 못한 말들이

아직 너무 많은데

이대로 날 떠나가지 마세요

그대이기 때문에 난

정말 그대였기 때문에 난

이대로는 이대로는 난 안돼요

내가 살아가는 이유는

오직 그대뿐이죠

제발 나를 떠나가지 말아요

그대는 내 사랑 그리운

내 사랑 날 사랑했던 사람

이제는 만질 수 없지만

내가 그리운 만큼 그대도 그리운가요

내가 미칠 듯이 사랑했던 그 사람 hello

사랑했기 때문에 난

정말 사랑했기 때문에 난

죽을 만큼 죽을 만큼 힘드네요

죽지 못해 살아가고 있는

내가 보이나요

제발 내게 다시 돌아와줘요

그대는 내사랑 그리운 내사랑

날 사랑했던 사람

이제는 만질 수 없지만

내가 그리운 만큼 그대도 그리운가요

내가 미칠 듯이 사랑했던 그 사람

겨우 이대로 끝날 거라면

정말 마지막이라면

지금 돌아가

그때로 서로 몰랐던 그때로

너무 늦어버리면 너무 늦어버리면

내가 살아가는 게 너무 힘이 들어

날 버릴까 봐

정말 이대로 끝날 거라면

이게 마지막이라면

지금 돌아가 그때로

서로 몰랐던 그때로

너무 늦어버리면 너무 늦어버리면

내가 살아가는 게

너무 힘이 들어 날 버릴까 봐

And now this is the english translation : 

We can't break up- It's too early for separation for us
You can't just leave me like this
There's so much that I didn't say yet
Please don't leave me like this

Because it's you, I'm-
Because it was you, I-
I can't go on like this
The reason I live is only you
Please don't leave me

You are my love, my love that I long for
You're the person that used to love me
Now I can't touch you but
Will you long for me as much as I long for you?
The person that I loved crazily, hello hello

Because I loved you, I'm-
Because I really loved you, I'm-
Suffering to the point of death, to the point of death
Can you see me dying and not alive?
Please come back to me

You are my love, my love that I long for
You're the person that used to love me
Now I can't touch you but
Will you long for me as much as I long for you?
The person that I loved crazily

If it was going to end like this
If this is really the end
I want to go back to the time when we didn't know each other
If it's too late, if it's too late

I think I'll finish myself because living is too hard (x2) 

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Thanks guys, hope you'll like this...

And I have the MV too here...

Best Regards,

---JW---