A fairy tale is often begins with the phrase "Once upon a time" and ends with "And they live happily ever after". But my story is begin when the phrase, "I'm a alive" and end with the phrase, "I'm dead"....
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Brain vs. Heart (1)
Kenapa jadi manusia itu susah banget yah? Ada aja getaran tiap kali gue ngeliat hal-hal yang menurut otak gue tuh ga perlu 'disebelin' tapi kenapa hati gue sering berkata lain?
Waktu gue liat cowo yang gue suka foto bareng cewe laen otak gue udah membulatkan kalo gue tuh udah ga suka sama dia. Tapi hati gue berkata lain, gue ampe dibikin ga bisa mikir jernih. Setiap orang yang lewat di Mall TERASKOTA waktu itu (19/12/11) kayak tergambar atau terbayang di otak gue sebagai dia (2313).
Padahal di otak gue udah ga pernah kebayang lagi tuh manusia. Namanya, Suaranya, Wajahnya.... Tapi sekali lagi gue liat foto nya entah kenapa semua balik lagi...
Gue jujur aja malah jadi takut.
Takut kalo gue bahkan ga bisa kontrol pikiran dan perasaan gue sendiri. Gue ga mau dibudakkin sama hati gue ataupun pikiran gue.
Gue ga tau yang mana yang bener, yang mana yang memang harus gue jalanin. Semuanya rancu....
Gue nyantai kalo liat dia foto bareng cewe laen, tapi ada yang ngeganjel...
Nyebelin rasanya.
Seakan gue tuh pengen banget narik jantung gue keluar dan gue pecahin (seandainya dengan car itu gue ga mati)...
Doa? itu udah berkali-kali, moga-moga didengerin...
Sincerely,
---JW---
Waktu gue liat cowo yang gue suka foto bareng cewe laen otak gue udah membulatkan kalo gue tuh udah ga suka sama dia. Tapi hati gue berkata lain, gue ampe dibikin ga bisa mikir jernih. Setiap orang yang lewat di Mall TERASKOTA waktu itu (19/12/11) kayak tergambar atau terbayang di otak gue sebagai dia (2313).
Padahal di otak gue udah ga pernah kebayang lagi tuh manusia. Namanya, Suaranya, Wajahnya.... Tapi sekali lagi gue liat foto nya entah kenapa semua balik lagi...
Gue jujur aja malah jadi takut.
Takut kalo gue bahkan ga bisa kontrol pikiran dan perasaan gue sendiri. Gue ga mau dibudakkin sama hati gue ataupun pikiran gue.
Gue ga tau yang mana yang bener, yang mana yang memang harus gue jalanin. Semuanya rancu....
Gue nyantai kalo liat dia foto bareng cewe laen, tapi ada yang ngeganjel...
Nyebelin rasanya.
Seakan gue tuh pengen banget narik jantung gue keluar dan gue pecahin (seandainya dengan car itu gue ga mati)...
Doa? itu udah berkali-kali, moga-moga didengerin...
Sincerely,
---JW---
Friday, December 16, 2011
Memilih Sebuah Pilihan...
Dalam hidup kita pasti banyak jalan yang bercabang.
Kadang untuk menentukan pilihan kita dipengaruhi oleh banyak alasan untuk menolak jalan tersebut dan banyak alasan dan pertimbangan lain untuk memilih salah satunya...
Sulit untuk memilih, memang sangat sulit.
Jika sekali salah jalan, jalan yang kita tempuh tersebut dapat saja mempengaruhi seluruh kehidupan kita dari awal sampai akhir cerita nanti...
Namun, kita diciptakan begini adanya, di dalam keadaan yang diwajibkan untuk memilih untuk bisa maju selangkah lagi.
Jika kita tidak memilih jangan harap kita bisa maju, karena hidup ini selalu memiliki jalannya sendiri.
Tidak ada jalan singkat yang tidak lebih beresiko daripada jalan yang seharusnya.
Begitulah jalannya kehidupan dunia, dan kita hanyalah pion kecil yang bisa digerakkan oleh Tuhan tanpa bisa melawan.
Kita selalu harus bisa memilih dari banyak pilihan...
Pilihan kita untuk memilih salah satunya pun adalah sebuah pilihan : Memilih dan maju; atau Tidak memilih dan diam?
Namun jangan takut untuk memilih sebuah pilihan jika kau sudah punya dasar yang kuat.
Kau punya alasan yang patut dipertahakan.
Kau punya visi dan misi yang terdapat di depan.
Kau punya cahaya yang menunggu di depan sana.
Kau sudah memilih jalan yang telah kau tanyakan pada Penciptamu...
Jangan takut untuk memilih, karena hidup kita sendiri ini pun adalah pilihan.
Jangan pernah sesali segala pilihanmu, itu adalah pilihanmu sendiri.
Jika hasil yang didapat adalah nihil barulah sesali itu, dan jika masih ada kesempatan bangkitlah dan kembali ke jalan yang benar.
Namun jangan tinggalkan kesalahan itu di belakangmu.
Genggam memori tentang kesalahanmu dan ingatlah, jangan terbawa ke dalam jalan salah yang sama.
Jalani hari depanmu dengan kepala yang tertunduk ke bawah.
Tanggalkan tingginya kau mengangkat kepalamu, tanggalkan keangkuhanmu.
Rendahkan pinggangmu, rendahkan ketinggian hatimu.
Sadari kesalahanmu, sadarkanlah akal sehatmu.
Yang telah berlalu biarkanlah.
Semua orang pasti pernah berbuat salah, karena semua orang tidak sempurna.
Bila hasilnya tak seperti yang kau mau, ubahlah dan perbaiki di masa yang akan datang.
Jika tidak, untuk apa masa depan itu ada?
Eksistensi masa depan adalah untuk memperbaiki masa lalu.
---JW--- yang lagi bingung mau nulis apa. Maaf banget kalo ga jelas...
Thank u~
Kadang untuk menentukan pilihan kita dipengaruhi oleh banyak alasan untuk menolak jalan tersebut dan banyak alasan dan pertimbangan lain untuk memilih salah satunya...
Sulit untuk memilih, memang sangat sulit.
Jika sekali salah jalan, jalan yang kita tempuh tersebut dapat saja mempengaruhi seluruh kehidupan kita dari awal sampai akhir cerita nanti...
Namun, kita diciptakan begini adanya, di dalam keadaan yang diwajibkan untuk memilih untuk bisa maju selangkah lagi.
Jika kita tidak memilih jangan harap kita bisa maju, karena hidup ini selalu memiliki jalannya sendiri.
Tidak ada jalan singkat yang tidak lebih beresiko daripada jalan yang seharusnya.
Begitulah jalannya kehidupan dunia, dan kita hanyalah pion kecil yang bisa digerakkan oleh Tuhan tanpa bisa melawan.
Kita selalu harus bisa memilih dari banyak pilihan...
Pilihan kita untuk memilih salah satunya pun adalah sebuah pilihan : Memilih dan maju; atau Tidak memilih dan diam?
Namun jangan takut untuk memilih sebuah pilihan jika kau sudah punya dasar yang kuat.
Kau punya alasan yang patut dipertahakan.
Kau punya visi dan misi yang terdapat di depan.
Kau punya cahaya yang menunggu di depan sana.
Kau sudah memilih jalan yang telah kau tanyakan pada Penciptamu...
Jangan takut untuk memilih, karena hidup kita sendiri ini pun adalah pilihan.
Jangan pernah sesali segala pilihanmu, itu adalah pilihanmu sendiri.
Jika hasil yang didapat adalah nihil barulah sesali itu, dan jika masih ada kesempatan bangkitlah dan kembali ke jalan yang benar.
Namun jangan tinggalkan kesalahan itu di belakangmu.
Genggam memori tentang kesalahanmu dan ingatlah, jangan terbawa ke dalam jalan salah yang sama.
Jalani hari depanmu dengan kepala yang tertunduk ke bawah.
Tanggalkan tingginya kau mengangkat kepalamu, tanggalkan keangkuhanmu.
Rendahkan pinggangmu, rendahkan ketinggian hatimu.
Sadari kesalahanmu, sadarkanlah akal sehatmu.
Yang telah berlalu biarkanlah.
Semua orang pasti pernah berbuat salah, karena semua orang tidak sempurna.
Bila hasilnya tak seperti yang kau mau, ubahlah dan perbaiki di masa yang akan datang.
Jika tidak, untuk apa masa depan itu ada?
Eksistensi masa depan adalah untuk memperbaiki masa lalu.
Hidupmu adalah sebuah pilihan : Menjadi berkat; atau menjadi beban...?
Jadi, apa pilihanmu?Sincerely,
---JW--- yang lagi bingung mau nulis apa. Maaf banget kalo ga jelas...
Thank u~
Thursday, December 1, 2011
I know...
I know that you all hate me, I know it..
I know that you all dislike me, I know it...
Even though I'm trying to change, maybe you all only blinded by my past...
Hope you all can see trough the new glasses.
Thanks.
Sincerely,
---JW---
I know that you all dislike me, I know it...
Even though I'm trying to change, maybe you all only blinded by my past...
Hope you all can see trough the new glasses.
Thanks.
Sincerely,
---JW---
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Bagiku.. (To:2313)
Bagiku kau adalah sebuah nada yang kukunci dan kujaga di dalam sebuah kotak musik..
Saat kupikir aku mulai melupakanmu, aku melupakan tempat aku menyimpan kuncinya..
Namun saat kau kembali muncul bagaikan angin kurasa kunci itu muncul kembali tanpa perlu kucari..
Apa maksud semua ini?
Sincerely,
---JW---
Saat kupikir aku mulai melupakanmu, aku melupakan tempat aku menyimpan kuncinya..
Namun saat kau kembali muncul bagaikan angin kurasa kunci itu muncul kembali tanpa perlu kucari..
Apa maksud semua ini?
Sincerely,
---JW---
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Nothing Last Forever..
Nothing will last forever..
Believe me, nothing last forever in this world.
Nothing, even this world itself..
Love? It may be the most beautiful thing in this world.
But it's also the cruelest thing in this world when it turns dark.
It's too cruel to be known. Ўūþ, it'll not last forever.
Family? It may be the closest bond that ever been made. But when the time has come it'll be nothing. It's too cruel to be left behind by the one who we love..
Best Friends? Yea, I want to believe this will last forever. But same with families, it's just too cruel when you see your friends or best friends left us behind. Left us behind in this world of lies and shadows..
Memory is the only things will be living inside of our beloved people that we leave or left in this world. But it's also will gone together with the world itself.
Yea, the world is just a test.
It's important for the immortal live.
But, don't too happy with all the things you have here.
Now.
You'll cry in the finish line.
This world is not everlasting.
This world is just a time-bomb.
This world is also waiting together with us.
Time is too fast.
We're too greedy.
We're all suffering, for many kind of things.
The everlasting happiness will come if you done a good job in this sucks world.
I know this world is sucks, but there are also many happiness here.
But beware, those happiness could be sweeter than honey at the first. But in the end it'll turns bitter.
Some of it also make you addictive to it, just like drugs.
Yea, just be careful and pray.
This world is too messy.
This world is too failed.
Yes, the world is too dirty and bad.
But, just pray.
The everlasting happiness is waiting for you..
This world is too cruel to be known.
It's too tricky to be live in.
I may hate this world, but it's myself who choose the path of my life.
You're also the one who will choose your path.
Walk on the shiny line, or ruined inside the hopeless dreams..
Yea, just choose..
Yea, maybe this world is cruel. But it's our world..
Best Regards,
---JW---
11.45 WIB, West Jakarta, Indonesia..
Believe me, nothing last forever in this world.
Nothing, even this world itself..
Love? It may be the most beautiful thing in this world.
But it's also the cruelest thing in this world when it turns dark.
It's too cruel to be known. Ўūþ, it'll not last forever.
Family? It may be the closest bond that ever been made. But when the time has come it'll be nothing. It's too cruel to be left behind by the one who we love..
Best Friends? Yea, I want to believe this will last forever. But same with families, it's just too cruel when you see your friends or best friends left us behind. Left us behind in this world of lies and shadows..
Memory is the only things will be living inside of our beloved people that we leave or left in this world. But it's also will gone together with the world itself.
Yea, the world is just a test.
It's important for the immortal live.
But, don't too happy with all the things you have here.
Now.
You'll cry in the finish line.
This world is not everlasting.
This world is just a time-bomb.
This world is also waiting together with us.
Time is too fast.
We're too greedy.
We're all suffering, for many kind of things.
The everlasting happiness will come if you done a good job in this sucks world.
I know this world is sucks, but there are also many happiness here.
But beware, those happiness could be sweeter than honey at the first. But in the end it'll turns bitter.
Some of it also make you addictive to it, just like drugs.
Yea, just be careful and pray.
This world is too messy.
This world is too failed.
Yes, the world is too dirty and bad.
But, just pray.
The everlasting happiness is waiting for you..
This world is too cruel to be known.
It's too tricky to be live in.
I may hate this world, but it's myself who choose the path of my life.
You're also the one who will choose your path.
Walk on the shiny line, or ruined inside the hopeless dreams..
Yea, just choose..
Yea, maybe this world is cruel. But it's our world..
Yea, maybe this world is not that bad.
Best Regards,
---JW---
11.45 WIB, West Jakarta, Indonesia..
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
High School...?
Hhmmm...
High school...
I'm a ninth grader now, and high school is coming to me...
I will be a high school student next year (I hope I'll pass the exams~)...
I.... want to back to Penabur so I can meet my old friends (from the primary school)..
But, I have to choose between my old friends and my friends now~
If I stay in IPEKA, I won't be meeting my old friends..
But if I go to Penabur, I will say good-bye to my friends in IPEKA. Yea, even some of them will be moving to Penabur to, SMAK 1 and SMAK 4.
I have made my decision. I'll stay in IPEKA Puri, not because of 2313, but because many things that I have been thinking about. A lot of it....
Actually I don't think I'm ready to be a high schooler, but what should I do when the time have come?
I must be ready...
I must prepare myself from now on...
Sincerely,
---JW---
High school...
I'm a ninth grader now, and high school is coming to me...
I will be a high school student next year (I hope I'll pass the exams~)...
I.... want to back to Penabur so I can meet my old friends (from the primary school)..
But, I have to choose between my old friends and my friends now~
If I stay in IPEKA, I won't be meeting my old friends..
But if I go to Penabur, I will say good-bye to my friends in IPEKA. Yea, even some of them will be moving to Penabur to, SMAK 1 and SMAK 4.
I have made my decision. I'll stay in IPEKA Puri, not because of 2313, but because many things that I have been thinking about. A lot of it....
Actually I don't think I'm ready to be a high schooler, but what should I do when the time have come?
I must be ready...
I must prepare myself from now on...
Sincerely,
---JW---
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Changing...? Yea~
I am an emotional girl. I admit that myself, yea thanks to my dear eonnie, Elizabeth Kristina that let me know about it...
I want to change, it's not that good to be hate.
Ўūþ.
And the ways that I'm going to do to change are :
1. Stop raising my voice
2. I better use the funny words
3. Pray
ƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑ.. Hope these will work..
Sincerely,
---JW---
I want to change, it's not that good to be hate.
Ўūþ.
And the ways that I'm going to do to change are :
1. Stop raising my voice
2. I better use the funny words
3. Pray
ƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑ.. Hope these will work..
Sincerely,
---JW---
Thursday, November 10, 2011
I'm swallowing my own sadness again and again...
I'm swallowing my own sadness again and again...
I'm swallowing my own tears again and again...
I'm swallowing my own pains again and again..
My best friends, you all have the right to make me cry like a baby...
Yes, you all have the right more than the boys that I love...
You're more than all of those things...
More than those things about love..
I'm swallowing my own tears again and again...
I'm swallowing my own pains again and again..
My best friends, you all have the right to make me cry like a baby...
Yes, you all have the right more than the boys that I love...
You're more than all of those things...
More than those things about love..
2313..?
Dear : CODENAME 2313...
Humm... Hhhh...
I want that to be "The last sigh" that I've ever made because of you, 2313...
I think I'm starting to forget about you little by little...
Your face, your voice (at last I can forget about it)...
Yes step by step, one by one...
Actually I really want to forget about you from a long long ago..
But I don't know how now it seems like it just something to forget easily...
But actually I've tried very hard like a crazy, even I never cried because of you before..
Now, everytime I see you I feel nothing.
I feel like you only like everybody else.. You're just like my other usual friends..
I suppose to be happy right? Yea, I suppose to be happy because I'm able to forget you...
But the weird thing here is : I'm able to forget you, I don't have any feelings toward you anymore, but I don't want to forget and get rid from you...-_-
Waaaaaaa!!!!۳(¬‿¬)۳
I think I'm going crazy.. Slight by a slight.. -_-
I never even can understand and know my own feelings. Stupid is the right word for me.. I think..
Humm... Hhhh...
I want that to be "The last sigh" that I've ever made because of you, 2313...
I think I'm starting to forget about you little by little...
Your face, your voice (at last I can forget about it)...
Yes step by step, one by one...
Actually I really want to forget about you from a long long ago..
But I don't know how now it seems like it just something to forget easily...
But actually I've tried very hard like a crazy, even I never cried because of you before..
Now, everytime I see you I feel nothing.
I feel like you only like everybody else.. You're just like my other usual friends..
I suppose to be happy right? Yea, I suppose to be happy because I'm able to forget you...
But the weird thing here is : I'm able to forget you, I don't have any feelings toward you anymore, but I don't want to forget and get rid from you...-_-
Waaaaaaa!!!!۳(¬‿¬)۳
I think I'm going crazy.. Slight by a slight.. -_-
I never even can understand and know my own feelings. Stupid is the right word for me.. I think..
Diluarnya...
Ini cuma satu orang...
Mungkin gw emang terlalu sensitif bagi lu...
Yah, memang gw sensitif sih...
Diluarnya sih akhirnya masalahnya udah selesai..
Gw kira udah bener-bener ga bakal kayak 'gitu' lagi,
tapi ternyata yang gue dapet malah yang lebih pahit dari yang itu...
Dari senang, jadi hambar, suram, dan gw kira bakal hangat lagi...
Ternyata yang gw dapet malah yang lebih sakit...
Lu mungkin sadar mungkin ga..
Mungkin sengaja mungkin ga..
Mungkin lu ga seneng gw umbar semua kesedihan gw seakan gw nuduh lu...
Tapi memang yang ngerti, yang rasain, yang nangis cuma gw...
Care lu yang tadinya masih ada menguap semua..
Senyum lu yang tadinya masih ada sekarang ilang semua..
Yah, lu mah bahagia dan ga merasa apapun..
Lu itu emang kayak gitu..
Tapi gw mesti gimana supaya lu bisa kayak dulu lagi? Jadi gw harus sendirian lagi?
Sincerely, your friend
---JW---
Mungkin gw emang terlalu sensitif bagi lu...
Yah, memang gw sensitif sih...
Diluarnya sih akhirnya masalahnya udah selesai..
Gw kira udah bener-bener ga bakal kayak 'gitu' lagi,
tapi ternyata yang gue dapet malah yang lebih pahit dari yang itu...
Dari senang, jadi hambar, suram, dan gw kira bakal hangat lagi...
Ternyata yang gw dapet malah yang lebih sakit...
Lu mungkin sadar mungkin ga..
Mungkin sengaja mungkin ga..
Mungkin lu ga seneng gw umbar semua kesedihan gw seakan gw nuduh lu...
Tapi memang yang ngerti, yang rasain, yang nangis cuma gw...
Care lu yang tadinya masih ada menguap semua..
Senyum lu yang tadinya masih ada sekarang ilang semua..
Yah, lu mah bahagia dan ga merasa apapun..
Lu itu emang kayak gitu..
Tapi gw mesti gimana supaya lu bisa kayak dulu lagi? Jadi gw harus sendirian lagi?
Sincerely, your friend
---JW---
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Esai Pendekku.. Trembles of Friendship (2)
Teman, ini yang kulihat...
Teman, ini yang kurasakan..
Teman, ini yang kulakukan..
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Yah, mungkin diantara kalian berdua aku hanya penghalang semu...
Yah, kalian bersua dan sekarang aku sendiri yang ditinggalkan di belakang panggung..
Hahhh...
Aku terlupakan.. Aku terhilang..
Aku tidak mau menghancurkan harmoni yang terjalin diantara kalian..
Sudah terajut terlalu rapat..
Jadi aku memandang langit-langit ruangan..
Jadi aku sibuk dengan pena dan kertasku..
Jadi aku mengetuk meja untuk menghilangkan sepi..
Yah, aku berteman dengan bunyi itu..
Biarkan kalian berceloteh dan aku mengetuk..
Biarkan kalian tersenyum dan aku menunduk..
Biarkan kalian tertawa dan aku memalingkan tatapanku..
Biarkan kalian bahagia dan aku menutup telingaku rapat-rapat..
Biarkan kalian terang dan aku berkubang dalam suram..
ƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑ.. Tawaku hambar dalam sunyi..
Aku ditinggal...
Tidak,
Aku tertinggal..
Aku ingin kembali. Aku ingin bersama. Tapi apakah kalian mengizinkan?
Tawa yang kau arahkan kepadaku tak seperti kau rela..
Aku pun masih bertanya-tanya...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak berani...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak mengerti...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak mengetahui, apakah kalian menerimaku sekarang ini?
Aku masih bertanya-tanya di dalam hatiku sendiri...
Sincerely, your friend..
---JW---
Teman, ini yang kurasakan..
Teman, ini yang kulakukan..
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Yah, mungkin diantara kalian berdua aku hanya penghalang semu...
Yah, kalian bersua dan sekarang aku sendiri yang ditinggalkan di belakang panggung..
Hahhh...
Aku terlupakan.. Aku terhilang..
Aku tidak mau menghancurkan harmoni yang terjalin diantara kalian..
Sudah terajut terlalu rapat..
Jadi aku memandang langit-langit ruangan..
Jadi aku sibuk dengan pena dan kertasku..
Jadi aku mengetuk meja untuk menghilangkan sepi..
Yah, aku berteman dengan bunyi itu..
Biarkan kalian berceloteh dan aku mengetuk..
Biarkan kalian tersenyum dan aku menunduk..
Biarkan kalian tertawa dan aku memalingkan tatapanku..
Biarkan kalian bahagia dan aku menutup telingaku rapat-rapat..
Biarkan kalian terang dan aku berkubang dalam suram..
ƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑƗƗɑ.. Tawaku hambar dalam sunyi..
Aku ditinggal...
Tidak,
Aku tertinggal..
Aku ingin kembali. Aku ingin bersama. Tapi apakah kalian mengizinkan?
Tawa yang kau arahkan kepadaku tak seperti kau rela..
Aku pun masih bertanya-tanya...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak berani...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak mengerti...
Aku ingin kembali, tapi aku tak mengetahui, apakah kalian menerimaku sekarang ini?
Aku masih bertanya-tanya di dalam hatiku sendiri...
Sincerely, your friend..
---JW---
The Trembles of Friendship..
Galau itu bukan cuma gara-gara ♥..
Tapi di pertemanan itu bukan hal yang ga mungkin..
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9/11/11 13.44 WIB
Tatapan dingin itu padaku...
Nada datar itu padaku...
Tatapan hangat itu padanya...
Nada manis itu padanya...
Apa salahku?
Benakku bertanya-tanya..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Tapi kumohon jangan selamanya...
Sincerely,
Your friend..
---JW---
Tapi di pertemanan itu bukan hal yang ga mungkin..
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9/11/11 13.44 WIB
Tatapan dingin itu padaku...
Nada datar itu padaku...
Tatapan hangat itu padanya...
Nada manis itu padanya...
Apa salahku?
Benakku bertanya-tanya..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Ya, lupakan aku..
Tapi kumohon jangan selamanya...
Sincerely,
Your friend..
---JW---
Monday, November 7, 2011
JYJ - In Heaven (Hangul/Romaji Lyrics/English Translation)
This is the only and the first song that made me cried...
I never ever cried because of a song (except 'You are So Beautiful' when I listened to it while I also watched the drama) before, but this song made me cried while I was listening to it and read the lyrics and the translation together...
The song is nice, the lyrics are really nice, and the MV is a bit weird, but I think I understand the story...
The last part where Junsu and the woman sit together on the chair is a bit weird for me. I think (from my perspective) they're both in Heaven because the scene that come before that scene is the scene where Junsu save the woman from the accident but they're both fall down.
I don't know what that means, but the more I watch the MV, the more I love Junsu and his voice... MWAHAHAHAHA!!!
So this is the lyrics and translation...
This is the music video that I got from youtube :
P.S. : I DON'T OWN THIS VIDEO!!~ :D
For the mp3 format download, just click here
I never ever cried because of a song (except 'You are So Beautiful' when I listened to it while I also watched the drama) before, but this song made me cried while I was listening to it and read the lyrics and the translation together...
The song is nice, the lyrics are really nice, and the MV is a bit weird, but I think I understand the story...
The last part where Junsu and the woman sit together on the chair is a bit weird for me. I think (from my perspective) they're both in Heaven because the scene that come before that scene is the scene where Junsu save the woman from the accident but they're both fall down.
I don't know what that means, but the more I watch the MV, the more I love Junsu and his voice... MWAHAHAHAHA!!!
So this is the lyrics and translation...
In Heaven
(Narr. Kim Jeongeun) [Lyrics
by: Kim Jaejoong | Composed by: Kim
Jaejoong |Arranged by: Kim Jaejoong, Bjd, Mds]
Romaji
(Narration)
geuman galke..
gajima..
gottoraol geoya
geureonikka
geojitmal, geojitmal
aniya, naega neol imankkeum saranghaneunde
geu sarang, jigeum boyeojul sun obgetni?
saranghae.. ttodasi saranghal sun obgetni
geojitmal, geojitmal
aniya, naega neol imankkeum saranghaneunde
geu sarang, jigeum boyeojul sun obgetni?
saranghae.. ttodasi saranghal sun obgetni
VERSE 1
jigeum waseon malhal suga obseo
naui gijeok geumodeun ge hwansang gatta
majimak ni moseub sok seoseohi gieok sogeman
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta
naui gijeok geumodeun ge hwansang gatta
majimak ni moseub sok seoseohi gieok sogeman
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta
eodingaeseo nal bogo isseulkka
huhui haedo neucheobeoryeo bolsu obseo
chueogui geurimjaui chokchokhan nae nunmul dullo
geu jaril jikyeobogo isseo
geuman mothae jeongmal mothae niga nae yeophe
isseulttae mankkeum
mianhande geuge andwae ijen modeun ge ttolryeowa
jogeumdo gidarida kkumsokeul hemeida (hemeida)
gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa
Refrain :
gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun
obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dasi saranghae jugetni
VERSE 2
beolsseo ireohke do jina wasseo
naui heunjeok chatjabwado jiwo jyeosseo
majimak ni gieokdo nunmurui tteyeop sogeuro
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta
iman kkeutnae nareul kkeutnae niga nae yeophe
itji andamyeon
mianhande iman galke ije neoui gireul ttara
kkeut obtneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemeida (hemeida)
gyeoguk neoreul itgoseo seulpheoman halkkabwa
Refrain :
gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun
obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dasi saranghae jugetni
Brigde
gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
saranghae saranghae saranghae jugetni
gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
jebal dorawajyeo
Refrain
gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun
obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dasi saranghae jugetni
HANGUL
(Narration)
그만 갈게 / 가지마 / 곧 돌아올 거야 그
러니까… / 거짓말, 거짓말 / 아니야 내가
널 이만큼 사랑하는데… / 그 사랑 지금
보여줄 순 없겠니? / 사랑해… / 또 다시
사랑할 순 없겠니…
그만 갈게 / 가지마 / 곧 돌아올 거야 그
러니까… / 거짓말, 거짓말 / 아니야 내가
널 이만큼 사랑하는데… / 그 사랑 지금
보여줄 순 없겠니? / 사랑해… / 또 다시
사랑할 순 없겠니…
VERSE 1
지금 와선 말할 수가 없어 너의 기적 그
모든 게 환상 같아 / 마지막 니 모습 속 서서히 기억
속에만 잠겨져 가는 것만 같아
어딘가에서 날 보고 있을까 후회해도 늦어버려 볼
수 없어 / 추억의 그림자의 촉촉한 내 눈물들로 그
자릴 지켜보고 있어
그 말 못해 정말 못해 니가 내 옆에 있을 때만큼 /
미안한데 그게 안돼 이젠 모든 게 떨려와
조금 더 기다리다 꿈속을 헤 메이다 / 결국 니 안에
서 눈을 감을까 봐
REFRAIN
가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니
VERSE 2
벌써 이렇게도 지나 왔어 너의 흔적 찾아봐도 지워
졌어 / 마지막 니 기억도 눈물의 테옆 속으로 잠겨
져 가는 것만 같아
이만 끝내 나를 끝내 니가 내 옆에 있지 않다면 / 미
안한데 이만 갈게 이제 너의 길을 따라 / 끝 없는 길
을 따라.. 널 찾아 헤 메이다~ / 결국 너를 잃고서 슬
퍼만 할까 봐
Refrain
가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또다시 사랑해 주겠니
BRIDGE
가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 사랑해 사랑해
사랑해 주겠니
가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 제발 돌아와줘
Refrain
가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니
~English Translation~
(Narr.)
I’m going to leave now
Don’t leave
I’m going to come back so…
Liar, liar
No- don’t you know how much I love you?
Can’t you show that love to me right now?
I love you…
Can’t you love me again?
Don’t leave
I’m going to come back so…
Liar, liar
No- don’t you know how much I love you?
Can’t you show that love to me right now?
I love you…
Can’t you love me again?
VERSE 1
As of right now, I can’t
say anything
The miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it’s too late- I can’t see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place
I can’t say those words, I
really can’t- as much as you were by my side
I’m sorry but I can’t- everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I’m afraid I will close my eyes inside of you
Refrain
* Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay by
my side?
Lies, all lies- I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me those words?
I love you, I love you- will you love me again?
Lies, all lies- I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me those words?
I love you, I love you- will you love me again?
VERSE 2
Time already passed like this
I try looking for your traces but they are erased
The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears
I try looking for your traces but they are erased
The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears
Just end it, end me- if
you’re not going to be next to me
I’m sorry but I’ll leave now- following your footsteps
Following the road with no end- as I wander to find you
I’m afraid I will lose you and be sad
* repeat
Don’t leave, don’t leave-
can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Can’t you love me, love me, love me?
Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Please come back
* repeat
Thanks for reading, and visiting my blog ^^
Hope you'll like this post and this song~
Sincerely,
JW
Friday, October 28, 2011
The More I..
The more I denied it the more I realize, I'm still loving you and keeping you in my heart...
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Rain!! ♥
NYAHAAAA!!!
Today is a rainy day..
Yea, filled with heavy rains~ (It's already 3 times, and it's around 5 p.♍. West Indonesian Time)
But I think I love rain as much as I love you..
Because I think that when I played on the rainy day my sadness will be erased..
It's not actually erased completely, but I felt better and lighter now..
Yea, after I played when it's raining..!! Outdoor~
I forced my mom, and she also did it. We walked on the heavy rained weather!!
Nyahahahahaha!!
I'm wet now -_-
But it's really exciting!
I love you as much as I love the rain...
No, I think I love rain as much as I love you! Hehehe~
(￣△￣) =3
Best Regards,
---JW---
Today is a rainy day..
Yea, filled with heavy rains~ (It's already 3 times, and it's around 5 p.♍. West Indonesian Time)
But I think I love rain as much as I love you..
Because I think that when I played on the rainy day my sadness will be erased..
It's not actually erased completely, but I felt better and lighter now..
Yea, after I played when it's raining..!! Outdoor~
I forced my mom, and she also did it. We walked on the heavy rained weather!!
Nyahahahahaha!!
I'm wet now -_-
But it's really exciting!
I love you as much as I love the rain...
No, I think I love rain as much as I love you! Hehehe~
(￣△￣) =3
Best Regards,
---JW---
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
WHAT?!!
WHAAATT???!!!!
That's the first word that I shouted when I heard this news..
There's someone who like me... -____-
GOSH!! He's nice, yes he's my friend... but...
I just... I ALMOST CRAZY BECAUSE OF THAT NEWS!!
Hhhh... I think it's actually because I'm afraid that he will say 'I Love You' and I don't know how to say "No I'm sorry I can't..." Because I like somebody else...
He's my friend, and I don't want to hurt him...
But I also don't want to hurt his pride...
OH GOSHH!!!
I'm going to be crazy... -______-
Sincerely,
---JW---
AH!!
Can I have some advances?
Thank you~
That's the first word that I shouted when I heard this news..
There's someone who like me... -____-
GOSH!! He's nice, yes he's my friend... but...
I just... I ALMOST CRAZY BECAUSE OF THAT NEWS!!
Hhhh... I think it's actually because I'm afraid that he will say 'I Love You' and I don't know how to say "No I'm sorry I can't..." Because I like somebody else...
He's my friend, and I don't want to hurt him...
But I also don't want to hurt his pride...
OH GOSHH!!!
I'm going to be crazy... -______-
Sincerely,
---JW---
AH!!
Can I have some advances?
Thank you~
Monday, October 24, 2011
SNSD - The Boys (Photo Teaser and English ver.)~
---The Boys Teaser Video Photo---
YUP!! First of all, let's take a look on the teaser photos :All of them are GREAT and AWESOME...
but still, I don't like Jessica's and Tiffany's... both of their photos are really 'something' for me...
Yea, I don't know what do you think...
For the teaser, my favourite is Sooyoung's..
So let's start from Taeyeon's photo :
I think the concept is Snow White, because she's holding an apple... Her gown is a Victorian's era gown.. For your additional info, Victorian is taken from the name 'Queen Victoria', one of the Queen of Britain long time a ago~
Let's see YoonA's photo... Aaa~ my favourite member =D :
Yup, let's move to Jessica's photo.. :
Let's move to Tiffany's photo :
Let's see Seohyun's photo.. URI MAGNAE!! :
Let's move on again, let's seeeeee~~ Yuri's photo then! :
Let's see Hyoyeon's photo :
Let's seeeeeeeee SUNNY's photo :
Wow, our red little riding hood... She's not pretty, but she looks cool and awesome!! I really like the effect! And her outfit, WOW~~ Indeed!! She change VERY MUCH!! From an agyeo girl to a cool girl~ Awesome Sunny, FIGHTING!!
YES!! The last one is my favourite.... SOOYOUNG's photo :
YUP!! I LIKE THE CARPET!!! *weirdosss, pointing at myself*
Her photo's background is the most awesome among the rests... (for me)... Hahahaha~
That's it...
And shall we started for the lyrics?
SNSD - THE BOYS (ENGLISH VERSION)
[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[Jessica] GG
[All] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[Jessica] T R X
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] Yeah~ You know~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We bring the boys out (x2) Yeah~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Taeyeon] Soon as I step on the scene
I know that they'll be watching me~ watching me~
(Get up)
[Yoona] I'mma be the hottest in this spot
There ain't no stopping me~ (That's funny) stopping me~
[Sunny] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Seohyun] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Yuri] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Sooyoung] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] Wanna know my secrets
But no I'll never tell
'Cause I got the magic touch
And I'm not tryin' to fail
That's right
[Sunny] Yes fly high
[Jessica] And I
[Sunny] You'll fly high
[Jessica] Can't deny, I know I can fly
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/snsd/the_boys_english.html ]
[Seohyun] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Taeyeon] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All/Taeyeon] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Tiffany] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Hyoyeon] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls bring the boys out
[Yuri] I wanna dance right now
We can show 'em how the girls get down
[Yoona] Yes we go for more than zero
Number 1 everyone should know
Check this out
[Hyoyeon] All the boys (x2) want my heart
Better know how to rock 'n' don't stop
[Sooyoung] Oh Gee
We make you so hot
Girls' Generation we won't stop
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] It's not a fantasy
This is right for me
Livin' it like a star
[Taeyeon] Can't get the rest of me
I'mma be what I wanna be
This is deep in my heart~ my heart~
[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[All/Taeyeon] Just bring the boys out
[All/Seohyun] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] 'Cause the
[All/Jessica] Girls bring the boys out (x4)
[All] Girls' Generation make 'em feel the heat
[Sunny] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
This is the video :
[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[Jessica] GG
[All] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[Jessica] T R X
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] Yeah~ You know~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We bring the boys out (x2) Yeah~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Taeyeon] Soon as I step on the scene
I know that they'll be watching me~ watching me~
(Get up)
[Yoona] I'mma be the hottest in this spot
There ain't no stopping me~ (That's funny) stopping me~
[Sunny] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Seohyun] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Yuri] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Sooyoung] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] Wanna know my secrets
But no I'll never tell
'Cause I got the magic touch
And I'm not tryin' to fail
That's right
[Sunny] Yes fly high
[Jessica] And I
[Sunny] You'll fly high
[Jessica] Can't deny, I know I can fly
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/snsd/the_boys_english.html ]
[Seohyun] I know life is a mystery
I'm gonna make history
I'm taking it from the start
[Taeyeon] Call all emergency
I'm watching the phone ring
I'm feeling this in my heart~ my heart~
[All/Taeyeon] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls' Generation make you feel the heat
[Tiffany] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Hyoyeon] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[All] Girls bring the boys out
[Yuri] I wanna dance right now
We can show 'em how the girls get down
[Yoona] Yes we go for more than zero
Number 1 everyone should know
Check this out
[Hyoyeon] All the boys (x2) want my heart
Better know how to rock 'n' don't stop
[Sooyoung] Oh Gee
We make you so hot
Girls' Generation we won't stop
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] It's not a fantasy
This is right for me
Livin' it like a star
[Taeyeon] Can't get the rest of me
I'mma be what I wanna be
This is deep in my heart~ my heart~
[All] I can tell you're looking at me
I know what you see
Any closer and you'll feel the heat
[All/Taeyeon] Just bring the boys out
[All/Seohyun] You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me
Every look will make it hard to breathe
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Jessica] 'Cause the
[All/Jessica] Girls bring the boys out (x4)
[All] Girls' Generation make 'em feel the heat
[Sunny] And we're doin' it, we can't be beat
[All] B-Bring the boys out
[Tiffany] We're born to win
Better tell all your friends
'Cause we get it in
You know the girls
[All] B-Bring the boys out
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YEA!! My favourite from Girls Generation is their name show us that the Girls also have their time to have our own generation, revolution, and reformation!
It's the time the girls will show our how we will run the world! WOW!!
Yea, where the men and the boys won't stop us anymore, just see and we'll both know..
We need each other, so don't look down at us, you'll regret that...
You'll know the girls can bring the boys out!! *no bashing~* Whahaha
This is the video :
Best Regards,
---JW--- 조해라
For the link to download the MV in mp4 format just click : here
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