Geez...

Hidup ini terlalu rumit, teman.

Aku memang seorang penonton yang tak tau apa-apa. Hanya bisa memberi sebelah tangan untuk mengelus punggungnya, sobatku.

A Letter for 'you'..

31/7/12

This is the last day of the month and I feel lost.

I feel that there's an empty space inside my lung that longing for something.

First of all I want to say something. It's not like I'm turning on you right now. I mean it doesn't mean I love you or like you.

Saat Kita Harus Mencoba..

Saat kita harus mencoba untuk melakukan sesuatu yang bertentangan dengan kata hati kita maka akan terjadi perseteruan batin antara otak dan hati kita.
Pilih nurani atau logika dan realita?
Kalau dilihat dari jumlah sih nurani pasti kalah telak dengan dua lawan satu...
Tapi terkadang, atau justru lebih sering kita memilih dan berpihak seperti apa kata nurani kita.
Kadang logika dan realita yang ada di depan mata kita tinggalkan..
Karena hati itu GPS otomatis yang mengetahui arah lebih baik dari otak yang mempunyai berjuta syaraf, karena apa kata hati kita adalah sesuatu yang selalu tidak bertentangan atau tidak bisa ditentang oleh diri kita dan keinginan kita...
Memang lucu, padahal kadang bahkan kita tau jelas kalau apa yang kita mau itu memang mustahil, tapi justru terkadang kita lebih kekeuh memegang kemungkinan sekecil apapun dalam hidup...

Aku adalah seorang perempuan yang hidup sebagai seorang perempuan.
Kata orang perempuan lebih memilih hati.
Dia takkan tau, kalau aku menangis dalam hati saat melihatnya telah berubah...
Dia takkan tau....
Aku kesal melihatnya berubah menjadi sesuatu yang tak aku suka.
Namun aku pun tak berbicara.
Sinting, kata yang tepat untuk mendeskripsikannya.
Bodoh adalah kata yang paling tepat untuk mendiskripsikan aku...

Otakku mengatakan, "Jangan lagi kau menyukainya. Apalagi menaruhnya dalam hatimu...."
Namun saat aku ingin mengeluarkannya hatiku berkelahi dengan otakku.
"Jangan," halangnya. "Kau masih menyimpan sesuatu...."
Dan sekali lagi logikaku kalah.

Dan sekali lagi.
Aku harus mencoba untuk terus hidup di tengah ketidakpastian.
Dan terus harus berani melawan dan terus mencoba untuk berdiri dan memasang tembok di depan.
Agar aku tak terlihat begitu lemah....

Sincerely,
---JW---

The Things that I've done in these busy weeks..

Alright gang. I'm stressed out.

I've stressed out, and I'm stressing out. -_-

OK, how to say that in the good grammar?

Fine, at last as you understand what I mean is that alright..?

No answer, so I take it as 'alright'..

*Sorry gang I think my mind is not normal anymore...*

So I want to start this with a story...

THESE WEEKS I've been working so hard for my school's assignments, school's simulation (preparing for the national exams which my Native Teacher often says 'Ujian Monyet' because we only have to choose A, B, C, or D...), test, reviews (and those reviews are the things which responsible the most for my stressful days...), ect.

But the thing that I enjoyed the most when I was doing preparing for all of that in my house is..

I've been editing some photos when I felt bored those days....

YA-HAAAA!!!
NOW I'm GONNA POST IT!!

Please tell me which one is your FAVORITE!!

Best Regards,
---JW---

~Eternity~ (Lyrics on PICS)

Composed by : Jenifer Wirawan
Lyrics by : Clarice Natasha (claricenatasha.blogspot.com); Jessica Tishi Chandra (jestisfantasyworld.blogspot.com); Elizabeth Kristina (hopeisadreamthatneversleep.blogspot.com)

I really want to post the song, but how? -___-
I don't know... Hueeee~~
But I hope you like these lyrics on the pics.

Best Regards,
-JW-

MOVED ON!!

Dear 2313,
I think this is the last post that I will write for you, because I've MOVED ON!!!
YEAAAAA~~
Actually I want to thank you, because I've ever felt many things different when I was still 'love or like' you.
You're not that type of the boys that I THINK is the type of a good-boy.
YOU'RE a playboy and I knew it.
I knew it and I still.... RAWRR whatever..

Valentine?

Hmm... Valentine?
This year Valentine?
Hmmm...
Nothing special, but this year's valentine was a new record!!
I got 8 chocolates!!!
Woo-hoo!!
Oh okay, now I just remembered about something special...
I got a big tobleron. -_-
YEAAAAA!!!
AND I LIKE THAT SO MUCH!!!!!!
Wahahaha...
Oh yea, today we (my class : 9-3 SMPK IPEKA Puri Indah) held a surprise party for Nicholas Vallen and Marcelino Raditya. Nicho's birthday is today, and Marcel's was yesterday..
We bought the cake (a TIRAMISU cake) with our class money, and we bought it from pisa cafe Puri Indah!!
And the taste was REALLY YUMMY!! *promotion*
The owner daughter is our school mate...
And that's all..
My stories of my ordinary Valentine...

Sincerely,
---a stress JW---
And it all because of the GEOGRAPHY's TRY OUT!!!! -_-

Aku yang Tak Pernah Mengerti...

Cinta itu seakan semu
Bayangmu seakan rancu
Hatiku bergetar ragu
Kakiku berhenti maju

Sebuah hentakkan kaki yang menggetarkan nadiku
Sebuah senyuman polos yang meronakan pipiku
Sebuah suara yang menegangkan bulu kudukku
Apakah itu bukan pelampiasan kekesalanku?

G.NA - I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better ft. B2ST Junhyung

HI EVERYBODYYYYY~~~

Do you miss meeeeeee???

I hope so. -A-

But it's OK if you're not....

So, today I will post an old song.

Not really old actually, but it's not a song from this year, or last year either...

But I think it's around 2010...

Yup, but this is the first G.NA's song that I knew..

And up till now this is still my favourite~

So CHECK IT OUT!!!

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Hangul and Romanization 

꺼져줄게 잘 살아

kkeojyeojulge jal sara

똑바로얘기해 날보고서 내눈을 쳐다 보고 말을해

ttokbaroyaegihae nalbogoseo naenuneul chyeoda bogo mareulhae

헤어지잔 그말이니 나와 끝내고 싶은거니

heeojijan geumarini nawa kkeutnaego sipeungeoni

(알아) 넌 여자가 생긴거야

(ara) neon yeojaga saenggingeoya

(알아) 넌 내게 실증난거야

(ara) neon naege siljeungnangeoya

(다만) 눈물이 차오르지만

(daman) nunmuri chaoreujiman

꺼져줄게 잘 살아 그말밖에난 못해

kkeojyeojulge jal sara geumalbakkenan motae

잊어줄게 잘 살아 나없이도 행복해

ijeojulge jal sara naeobsido haengbokhae

니가 버린사랑 니가가져가 남김없이 가져가

niga beorinsarang nigagajyeoga namgimeobsi gajyeoga

미안하단말도 하지마 내걱정하지마

mianhadanmaldo hajima naegeokjeonghajima

Call Me Stupid..

Maybe I can say that I'm stupid.
I admit that by myself.
Because I don't even know my own feelings.
Stupid.
I can understand another people's feelings more than my own feelings.
That's why I keep swallowing my feel, because I don't even know what is this.
Maybe I'm stupid.
Because I don't know how to understand my own feelings.

sincerely,
a stress out JW

BANNERS~

HI guys, I'm back again after a long long long long time...

Yea, I'm kinda busy with my Art Exhibition...

I mean OUR CLASS' exhibition. 

So, it's finished...

Hmmmm... 

and to open 2012 I will post the banners that I made in 2011.

Thanks to ELIZABETH KRISTINA who told me how to do it...

I think she is a real IT prodigy in designing~

Some of them...Actually most of them are in Indonesian...

I'm sorry if you don't understand...

(I don't even think it will be read by many people, especially from another countries...)

So check it out~

Which one is your favourite?
Can you give me your opinion? :D
THANK YOU~ ^^

Best Regards,
~JW~